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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Had my Major Examination Listening Comprehension yesterday . English one was all screwed up . i just got damn fraustrated when i i could'nt simply figure out the answer so i just shade the more logical one and many of them were wrong . -sigh- Mother Tongue one expected it to be difficult but to my amazed , it wasn't . hehex . ^^ there's still hope for me to get an A or A* for my Mother Tongue . gEez !`

not forgetting , Jason fell off the stairs on Thursday while running to the canteen to check for his Listening Comprehension grouping and index number . He sprained his ankle . And right now , he's still unable to walk . sat a wheelchair to school yesterday . and Mr Lim ;; Gulliver had to carry to him . a really pathetic case . anyway , hope he'll be ok soon . just chatted with him on msn though .

Anyway , in both Exams , i sat beside Pei Han . so you know how terrible it is . people always goes to me and say " you sit beside pei han arhh ? " -.- isn't it obvious enough . Back to the exam part . During the English Listening exam , one of the passage was about pronounciation . Upon hearing this , i got them . . . erm . i dunno how to say cause Farhan always says i need to improve in my prounciation . always tease me about that . !!!!!!!

oh ya , when we were in the hall waiting for time to fly , the teacher did a spot check for electonic devices , then when Shi Nan went to asked if a disc is counted , the teacher said yes . like WTH ? Thumb Drive is also being kept . and 6As were the most number of thing being kept by the teachers as on that day , we 've got a presentation . and my disc was also being kept . simply bo liao ! After the exam , sat in the canteen as only our hardworking class had supplementry . from 1.30p.m to 5.30p.m and we were dismissed at 12.00p.m . which means we have to wait for 1 hour and 30 minutes and Mrs So didn allow us to go out of the school . totally insane `~ Chatted with Farhan and all . After awhile , they left to play soccer .

As i didn ate in the morning and i`m feeling freaking hungry and the canteen food all sucks , so i left the school to the opposite shop to have cup noodles . saw Dan Ying and all there too . After eating , i chiong-ed back to school . lolx .

man `~ Mrs So gave lots of homework ! what the hell . she said that we have to complete all the assesment books ; 2 , A* resource ; 4 books , lots and lots of worksheets ! Think we are superman/women ? And Monday , our supplementry till 4.30p.m by right its 3.00p.m . Thursday , after Mother Tongue supplementry at 3.00p.m , we have to go back to our class for Mrs So's supplementry till 6.00p.m . and on Friday , we have supplementry till 4.30p.m . Seriously , i think having supplementry at Saturday is so much better then on Thursday till 6 . Its really to tedious for us . imagine if she gives lots of homework on Thursday and expect us to return to her the next day , how are we going to finish ? If she dismissed us puntually at 6 (which is impossible) the earliest i am able to reached home is 6.40p.m . Bath and had dinner will be then 7.30p.m . At 8 , had tuition till 9.30p.m . OMG can ?!`

haiix . nvm `~ we have to only work hard for a few weeks and after the exam , we are FREEE ! ! ! But heard from some friends that after our exams , Mrs So will teach us sec 1 stuffs . INSANE ~` i dont care . by hook or by crook , i must let Mrs So to let us play till we are super satisfied . hehex .

Anyway , celebrated my second brother 16th Birthday on Tuesday . Went to Sakae Sushi to have a meal and guess what ?!~ i saw Miss PAng !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooo`~ so happy can . then i purposely sms-ed Dan Ying and Yu Hui to let them jealous and envy me . =x

Oh Ya . i just finished watching Full House yesterday . [ i know its abit late but i still made an effort to watch right ? despite my exams is only left with 12 more days ] Was a great show but way too short . and Rain is super cute in that show . hehex . but i prefer Princess Hours and my Prince Yul . hehex . Anyway , some kuku people are spreading rumours about Farhan and me . saying what both of us are in love what i love Farhan and Farhan love me what we stead and so on . please lah people . please stop all your childish act will ya ? totally lame piece of shit . don't you people have got nothing better to do rather then spreading some kuku things and not minding your own FUCKING BUSINESS !` nvm `~ you guys just go on with your childish act . i dont FUCKING give a damn as what you kuku people say is not true but just a piece of rubbish `~

Its been a longggggggggggg time since i saw you after i
decided to let you go . Whenever i`m outside school , i always try to spot if
you'r around but always end up being disappointed and sad . Maybe god is even
asking me to forget you . In the beginning , i should'nt have fallen in love
with you . Falling in love with you is the biggest mistake i have ever made . To
be frank , whenever i sees you , i always feel awaked . and this have been going
on ever since i realized i have fallen in love with you . To tell the truth ,
i`m really curious to know if your feeling towards be have already died out .
and move on . Maybe thats just how it should be . The other
day when someone told me she asked if you like
the bitch and she said you
said no , not even a friend , i was really relieved and happy . And when she
told me you still have feelings towards me , i was really overjoy . really . But then , i know it was just a pack of lies . i think
right now , you must already have a new person in your heart . all i can say
right now is to forget all those torments and agony and move on with life . but , i really am not able to do so . Forgive and
forget ? totally IMPOSSIBLE . ever since that day , i
have been feeling really down whenever i think about you and things concerns you
. i really cant stop myself from thinking about you . Even during
lesson time , i also thinks about you and didn listen
to a even more important stuffs . Sometimes , i even dreamt about you . weird
huh ? but i can say , its all true . . . Maybe if this time round , you asked me
to be back by your side once again , i think i will . [but i know its kind of
impossible anymore .] i wont give you a stupid reaction and answer again . i
wont be nonchalant anymore . i swear i wont . Everytime , i`m always the one who
is at fault . Take last year incident for example and this time round , i did
the same stupid mistake again . i`m the one to blame for all this things to
happen . sometimes , i really hate myself . because after all this , i then
realized that it takes a whole life to forget someone . . . . . .